The actuality star turned glamour mannequin chatted completely to the Daily Star on a Facebook Live tell-all.
When speaking about Nikki, who died aged 38 in April 2021 after turning into more and more ailing when affected by a extreme consuming dysfunction, Aisleyne teared up.
The star mentioned: “I’ve got goosebumps literally, if you could get a close up you would see. I just love her and we did a FaceTime with each other and it was just before she passed and she was obviously, visibly, extremely ill and it’s just heart-wrenching.
“I’ve lost quite a few people that I love and you can’t help them, you know, and that’s the really hard part about it you wanna help and you can’t.
“I simply hope I see her once more someday, ah I feel I’m gonna cry,” she said while wiping a tear away on camera.
Nikki’s heartbroken friend continued: “The solely consolation I take from shedding pals by habit or by how Nikki handed is that they’re out of their ache and I prefer to imagine they’re in a greater place and there’s no extra ache, turmoil and struggle.”
Aisleyne, 43, was chatting with showbiz reporter Carly Hacon on the chat present who talked about the opposite main losses in her life comparable to Sarah Harding, Mick Norcross, Amy Winehouse, amongst different family and friends she has misplaced over the 12 months.
She continued: “I lost my mum, my first love, there’s been so much loss in my life. I lost my mum, we were estranged and our relationship never got back together and I thought I would die myself at one point from a broken heart.
“But all you can do is try and live on for them and try not to take life too seriously and just realise we are here for a good time, not a long time, and do your best to be a good person and try to make them proud.
“And that’s how I keep on and that is how I get by the darkish days. They are all wanting down on me now I’ve bought a military of angels now wanting down I’m on and I’m making an attempt to do them proud.”
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